Retro Fever

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

jiwang

0447 hours.
10th june

hello.roger that. today my post will be jiwang. why? cos i feel jiwang today.why? cos at work i heard the budak2 talk about girls and shit and somehow it hit to my fucking brains why till now i never had one.dude this is sick man.mengapaaaaaaaa haruskuuu terlukaaaa ooooooooooooooooooooohhh. i really envy those people who are attached and happy.its not that im not happy with my life,its juz that i tink im missing out alot of what life has to give;to have someone who loves you and who u love back. FUCKK JIWANG SIAK BUAL CHAO CHEE BYE.TU AH 25th JULY DA NAK MASUK TEKONG OTAK PON DA JAM.PIKIR MANTAT JE KAN. HAHAAAAAA. PIKIR MAU ENJOY JE. mau pitam je.Plan BBK da backfire. cb korang world sak.aku tak suke budak world. mampos ar. AAAAAAAAAHHH BORING. MY LIFE IS BORING.wan, beranikan diri wan. sampai bile ko nak jadi boy kental. hahahaha. and you.dont msg me again can. fucker. KAMU FUCKER IRRITATING MSG2 AKU.GI LAYAN BOBOY KAU AH SIAL AKU TK SUKE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.KALAU AKU RINDU KAU BARU AKU MSG.TU PON SKIT2 BOLE ? HAHAHAHA aku da boring.

Retro;
FEVER.Tuesday, June 10, 2008

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

boring ah brader. serious shit. its 0217 hours. just finished reading evening of long goodbyes. dude that is the shit man. i like.best lah. i suke lar.and digital fortress. also nice.kiwak its been a long time since i read books. shit im turning into a nerd.and wtf my sis told me my pipi tembam? whats that suppose to mean meathead. ah of course.it means i've gained weight. thats good news! cheers.double scotch please.haha!influenced by that fucken book dude.hmmm.just finished playing dota.boon ajak dota lagi. taik lah.kiwak kental sia its like the 1st time im blogging last last last year like kental. like wtf im writing shit here pucker!think i should read the last book that i borrowed ,hmm.. or should i play another game?no scumbag.enoff of that shitgame.lepak. i wanna lepak. should i ring burn?but its already,0224 hours. wow i wasted 7 mins of my useless life up till the previous sentence. plus plus dude.now im talking real nonsense like im crazy shit.fuck it man. damn it i gotta find a hot chick before goin to the "prison". hmmmm.....where's all dem fishes man.. gota hook 'em,reel 'em,bang 'em. nu-uh.ahh 1 more thing. i wana go on a holiday before workin for the clampdown. fuckin shitheads.

Retro;
FEVER.Wednesday, April 09, 2008

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Awwww. its been some time since i updated this blog.. busy ar with work commitments..uhuh ! so well whats new in my life? For a start i've just completed my diploma in Electronics. WOHOOOOOOO. working as a MAC RIDER while waiting to enter that fucking "prison" . asal PES C sia. my heart was diagnosed with something called mumur.dunno la but at least PES c lepak i heard from the budak-budaks. Time really flies dude. hitting 20 this year. i really miss being a kid,especially those primary school days.. main guli, bola-pakai-botol-plastic,digimon..gosh those were the best fucking days of my life i swear man.and ya im tryin to gain weight before goin NS.maybe 70-75kg da ok.currently my weight is effing 64.5kg. Makan-makan dun care.haha~ i dont wana grow old..nooooo..oh ya and everyone seems to have someone new in their life.well congrats to you..at last i can officially give up on you,since u already have someone new in your life.awww...more than 1 year of waiting for someone and then..well that's life i guess..now is the time babyyy... time to enjoooyy~ i need a fucking vacation dude. serious siak. anyone wna join? KL pe? KOTA TINGGI AR GI AIR TERJUN AKU TAK KESAH AKU MAU GI NYE HAHAHAAAA .

Retro;
FEVER.Tuesday, March 25, 2008

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

hahahaha

Scream, like a flying chicken.
away from them but these new people
new faces and new coins
kids on big machines, nothing on their head?

i feel good, a good feeling
do u feel how i feel?
fuckin' free, this tastes good.
not heavy but happy people.

not like a tiger and a dog.
now it feels better.
now I feel better..
maybe that's where i belong.

HAHAHA JAKOOOOOONN SIALLL

Retro;
FEVER.Sunday, February 03, 2008

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

ahahaha itu die.

well, it seems like its over.
fuck you wan,ur fucking contradicting yourself.
move on stay move on stay. cb dis isn't a game mannnn
get a fucking grip of urself pull your fucking self together
andddd move onnnnnnnnnnn. start enjen jalann. jangan gostan.
kalau golden wing boleh ah. ni rxz sia. yela warm up dulu 5-10 min.den jalan ah sial.minyak jalan seh like this.waste minyak for wat. its been almost 1 fucking year and im still here.yes i still love her. but for wat mann.maybe im a person who resist to changes.cos when i fall in love~it will be foreverrrr~.haha fuck forever.no way will it be forever. after all my DISC profile is high in S. tak tau kan? itulah cds. kanasai cds teach nonsense.camne ni wan. camneee niiii. tapi not fair.u lied.u said u need time.den dis shit happens.fuck time lah."some people give up too easily". fuck this shit.. i wish he just chokes and die. haha yes familiar.but its true, i can try like fuck.but its the fucking heart that determines rite. stupid heart. if my heart got legs da lame dia lari sia. tak bedek. my fren tell me wan continue je.kanasai.im so karnfused.KARNFIUUS. seriously,i wish u never ever existed in my life.never.eh tak lah.tarik balek. eh no la fuck ah u go die ah. hahaha see even my fucking brain cant think properly. but ur happy . i thought i said i've always wanted to see u happy.but cannot ah.deep down inside i want u to be happy, only with me. not dat boboy. i need to stop holding on.i keep saying this but i cant. i need new friends. YESS i need new cute pretty frens so i can forget youu. if mcm nora danish. lagi i suke. den i like her.den kite jadi bf gf. den its overrr. best nye. anyone got girl to intro? minimum requirements : average girl next door.not minah.and not minah tudung.hahah. optimal choice : kulit putiiih,sweet,badan baik.muke cam nora danish,pandai,rajin,kaya,pandai masak,suka budak2,TAK MAINKAN PERASAAN AKU,ade freedom,tau limits,family orientated.sng kata a moral and virtuous person.(tapi tanak terlalu baik.orang kate yang sedang sedang saje)BADAN BAIIK.haha BADAN MESTI MAU BAIKK PE GUA LAKII HAHAHA. confirm happy gilee siak ade pmpn gini. jaga sioool. haha kan da fantasize. wooooooohhhhhhhhh.anyway back to the shit. i think maybe if u and him are finally officially together. maybee just maybe i would really sedar and move on. cos rite now i really feel that i want to try till my last fucking drop of sweat to be the one for youuu. so if ur reading this shit. then ponder. think. think of me. think of my future.dont think of hurting me rite now. think of wat u can do to make me move on and end this. cos no matter how hard i try, i cant do this alone cos u wont let me go.cos im a weakling,and im not strong enoff to do this alone.ignore me.dont talk to me.keep the pain inside.remember the coversation we had.of cos it'll take a long time to acept,but once its over. den its over. this really has to start. but..my mind is still in chaos. ( X JAPAAAAN) haha. peace.

Retro;
FEVER.Tuesday, January 22, 2008

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Violet uk-seize the light.

Yoshiki's new projectt violet uk. i like this song.

I'm standing on the edge
And coming to my senses from my reverie
Never thought I would
Never thought I'd need to
Say goodbye I bid you farewell
My voiceless words are swaying a flame

I can't live without
I can't live without
I can't live without you
Here in the dark
I whisper your name over again
Give me the strength to seize the light
If I should find a way

I saw a dream you were flying in the sky
Without a fear
Never touched the ground
But never came to my side
I tried so hard to reach out for your hand
The ruthless wind kept your soul away

I can't live without
I can't give without
I can't breathe without you
Here in the world
Do you feel the rain
You said love takes no pain
With or without the sun
The lurid sky is still tearing me apart

Will she let freedom reign over the pain
Give me the strength to believe the words that love will find a way
I can't live without
I can't give without you
Here in the world
Do you feel the rain over the pain
Give me the strength to believe the words that love will find a way
With or without the sun
I'll be and I won't say goodbye cause I...
I know I'll be with you

I love you not because of the way you look,
Or because of your personality
I love you because you make me change,
Because you've always been there throughout this years,
Because u never fail to make me smile,
Simply because u have my heart.

hahaha degil.

Retro;
FEVER.Saturday, December 22, 2007

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

mak nak duit.

Everybody say, ay BAY BAYY!
ay bay baykk (3x)

boring . everybody tripping cos im fly babybey. AY BAY BAYYY. i dont care what they say, or he say, or she say. hmm duit gaji what to buy eh. hmmm. i want to buy a new alarm. a new book to read. new parts. anything new. a new friend. a new gaming PC. eh best u know. I WANT EVERYTHING NEW HAHAHA. i want all the money in the world so i can rule the world !
"ek ah ek ah ek oh" who know wat song . AHH MATREP. yay i learn a new technique. called counter-steering.actually i noe already ah but now i noe better. COUNTERSTEERING WOHOOOOOO. eh i want to buy box,put speaker.syok siak.baik lah bodoh.gerek bodoh.new tyres,new pipe.new me. i want to buy a new me can? hey.ho.hey.ho.hey.ho.hey.ho. who noe wat song that one. yeah the bitch took the whole eight. haha. lepak malam kadir. pastu go work. syok.

Retro;
FEVER.Tuesday, December 18, 2007

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